$ store tests still positive but getting more faint. Tomorrow is 14dpIUI. Not much hope going on right now.
Last night was so great & this morning was so painful. Rich said he was excited & hopeful that it worked. So was I, so much that we went to the pharmacy to try & get my Hep.arin filled. They didn't have it, but I figured I would just try somewhere else today. This morning I woke up to test. Today is 10 days past the second HCG test. The line took forever & was barely there. My temp also dropped some. I really hate how my body plays the tricks on me. I think maybe this is it, things are a little different this month. Then it will all come crashing down in a few days.
I hate that I do this to Rich everytime. He gets his hopes up and has them dashed too. This hurts so much. I hate getting excited about possible symptoms and then it all goes down the drain.
I am just tired of the whole thing. I am tired of the guessing, hormones, hope, falls, sobbing and the unknown.
This cycle was just weird for me & I never got excited about it. Maybe my body is trying to tell me that I am done. Maybe it is tellng me that I am done with the guess work & ready to move on to something with a defintie end to it?
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just wanted to say we love you guys! I've been through all those emotions that I can't even give you "words of wisdom" because I KNOW exactly how you feel!!!
and even though you in a funk, you still have had the strength to be supportive of me! love you for that!!!
julie and greg
i have gotten your mail and i have put the names into the pot in the shrine , the items that will be used to do the cleanse and pregnancy spell are ,white candles white cloth, 3uduanja, black and white agoro amende, ebel and somudia, obaehenvara tortoises and calabash with some cowries, this items will cost you100 pounds to buy them from the market , you can buy this items and then send it to me via delivery but it will cost you 5times the amount to send it via deliver or you can send the 100 pounds money for me to buy the items here and then cast the spell and do the cleanse spell okay , all you have to do is to send the money then i will buy the items okay
They send me this too Dr azuba spell temple do u think its true...
I got the same message,did you try it. I have doubts,but so desperate..., I want to try it out,know what I mean
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